I often wonder what its like to not fall asleep praying that in the morning I never wake up.
\nAnd I wonder what its like to see something through ’cause as soon as I start, I give up.<\/p>\n
I tried jumping out my window, but it was only two stories tall.
\nI thought about drowning in a bathtub, but I only have a shower in which to fall.
\nI tried taking a zillion pills, but that just helped me lose some weight.
\nPerhaps if I roll over myself with this carpet shampooer, It’ll finally remove these stains.<\/p>\n
If life is like a box of chocolates, the we’re all dogs who will die if we take too much.
\nI’ve never done drugs, but I hate myself so hopefully I’m still punk enough.<\/p>\n
I wish I could I could punch a cop, or slap up some agit prop.
\nI need something that feels like resistance, but I have anxiety disorders and can’t leave home without assistance.<\/p>\n
I don’t want to leave a manifesto for my cat to read as she munches on my corpse,
\nfor lack of better options, ’cause it will be weeks before someone even noticed I was gone.<\/p>\n
So I’ll just scream poorly over bad music and hope that keeps me alive.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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