You make me feel like I’ve been dead for maybe going on like 40 years,
\nbut its only been a couple days since I committed social suicide, inside
\nmy alliterative device for cutting through all your ice and lies.<\/p>\n
Back to the basics, back to breathing through the noise.
\nBack to tolerating all the girls and the boys.
\nBring me to feeling the quicksand that is joy.
\nNever too clever, some only annoy.
\nI want to remember something new.
\nI want to cease living Without a clue.<\/p>\n
Drum up the courage, calm in the crowd.
\nBreak up the damage, nursing the doubt.
\nGive up the ending, sever the course.
\nI don’t believe you. Show no remorse.
\nIf its up in the air, when will it come down?
\nBursting with anger whilst wearing this crown.
\nI wanna be something I never was.
\nI wanna be someone fit to be loved.
\nFinding my center, freeing the dove.
\nI’ll never be pretty when push comes to shove.<\/p>\n
We’re weakening, bring in the course.<\/p>\n
You make me feel like I’ve been dead for maybe going on like 40 years,
\nbut its only been a couple days since I committed social suicide, inside
\nmy alliterative device for cutting through all your ice and lies.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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