Entry Ten: Spring – Year 847 of the 4th Age.<\/p>\n
\tI survived. I survived but I’m not sure I have a reason to live any longer. Ms Champion told me she was proud of me. Proud? I’ve done nothing but fail. I failed her, I failed my god, I failed my guild. I have nowhere to return to, and it is only a matter if time before Kuroth takes away my powers. It is as if everything I have ever know is being taken away from me in one fell swoop. It’s all my fault. All I’m good for is getting myself and others into trouble. I just need to go back to being alone. I guess I’ve always been alone, even though I surrounded myself with others. I guess it is best for everyone is I go back to being alone in every way of the word. Those were simpler days. I still know how to hit things with my mace. I can still cling on to that.<\/p>\n
\tAh, cheer up, me. It isn’t time to plan my miserable future yet. I don’t even know if
\nthe Guild or Kuroth are actually all that upset. I helped Ms. Champion find Kas. That was my job, and I fought until the end. I did what I was supposed to. Ms. Champion still believes in me. If only I was strong enough to aid her. I would just slow her down now. <\/p>\n
\tTime to think on the bright side. No more Tulock, that’s great. It’s the perfect time to give myself a new name. That is always fun. I know the goddess of Death personally. That might come in handy one day.<\/p>\n
\tOh… I just realized I’m probably in debt to Sir Zane for like, a billion gold. I don’t know if the guild will cover his contract now. Yeah, things are great.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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