On Monday
\nI Gave Up
\nOn every stupid little thing
\nBecause that’s
\nso easy
\nCompared to giving up on us specifically.<\/p>\n
I charted
\nAll your seas
\nBut I still sank into the deep
\nWhen I
\nDove right in
\nThe spot your heart was supposed to be<\/p>\n
Silly me. Silly me.
\nI believed in myself for the very first time
\nand all
\nThat I got
\nWas my lungs full of water and my wounds all full of salt<\/p>\n
This is Killing me. Killing me.
\nBut at least now you are free
\nTo do whatever the fuck you want
\nI hope that’s really all you need<\/p>\n
But I need you like an adjective needs a noun.
\nWe’re better together but you are fine on your own.
\nBut I’m so useless without you to give me purpose.
\nTo guide me home.
\nBut oh-fucking-well, at least you can die alone.<\/p>\n
Or whatever it was you said you wanted.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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