{"id":284,"date":"2014-09-16T03:03:28","date_gmt":"2014-09-16T08:03:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.irregulardays.com\/words\/?p=284"},"modified":"2016-03-07T09:40:13","modified_gmt":"2016-03-07T15:40:13","slug":"something-like-a-cult-maybe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.irregulardays.com\/words\/?p=284","title":{"rendered":"Something Like a Cult, Maybe"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\">We are talking about tact,<br \/>\nWith all of your knives pressed flat on my back.<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve given you all I&#8217;ve ever had.<br \/>\nSo tell me why I deserved to be treated like that.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Could you just once open that twisted mouth,<br \/>\nAnd let something even somewhat resembling truth spill out?<br \/>\nStill no matter what you might do,<br \/>\nI will never, ever, ever give up on you.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Just so you know, I&#8217;ve got places to go.<br \/>\nAnd between you and me, my love, I hate you for everything.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&#8216;Cause I&#8217;ll be dancing around,<br \/>\nPatterns etched into the ground.<br \/>\nAnd I&#8217;ll be singing my verse aloud,<br \/>\nwithout ever making a sound.<br \/>\nI needed you here,<br \/>\nBut you went and disappeared.<br \/>\nSo as the rain pelts me,<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll be crafting my own reality.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I was talking like it was a fact.<br \/>\nYou twisted every word I ever said.<br \/>\nI gave you everything, now I want something back.<br \/>\nYou never trust me when I say &#8220;I&#8217;m worth more than that.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Contextual situations haunt me,<br \/>\nin this twisted strip of otherwise regular reality.<br \/>\nEverything I needed was placed right in front of me,<br \/>\nUntil you went away.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Just so you know, I realize you want me to go.<br \/>\nAnd between you and me, my love, I hope I never get back.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&#8216;Cause I&#8217;ll be dancing around,<br \/>\nPatterns etched into the ground.<br \/>\nAnd I&#8217;ll be singing my verse aloud,<br \/>\nwithout ever making a sound.<br \/>\nI needed you here,<br \/>\nBut you went and disappeared.<br \/>\nSo as the rain pelts me,<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll be crafting my own reality.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">You are the devil, and you are my god.<br \/>\nYou are the shivers down my spine and the color of my eyes.<br \/>\nSo let me pay this tithe unto thee,<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll sacrifice to you all of my dreams.<br \/>\nBecause, sweetie, you will always be my everything.<br \/>\nAnd fuck the world without you, fuck my heart, and fuck this song.<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re just words on crumpled paper. We&#8217;re drips of ink left to set too long.<br \/>\nMaybe if I could straighten these pages, cure my wounds and sing along,<br \/>\nI wouldn&#8217;t have to pass the ages crying out for someone long gone.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">But for now<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I&#8217;ll be dancing around,<br \/>\nPatterns lashed into the ground.<br \/>\nAnd I&#8217;ll be screaming my verse aloud,<br \/>\nBut you&#8217;ll never hear a sound.<br \/>\nI needed you right goddamn here,<br \/>\nBut you weren&#8217;t ever even near.<br \/>\nSo as the rain crushes me,<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll be crafting my own reality.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>We are talking about tact, With all of your knives pressed flat on my back. I&#8217;ve given you all I&#8217;ve ever had. So tell me why I deserved to be treated like that. Could you just once open that twisted mouth, And let something even somewhat resembling truth spill out? 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