Entry Twelve:<\/p>\n
\tToo much depressing stuff has been going on. Gray and gray morality everywhere. I’ve been making decisions left and right, and I can’t if they are the right ones, (as opposed to the wrong ones, not the left ones) and that can’t be good. I really wish I could talk to my mother. She could help me sort out my thoughts. I do miss her dearly. So much so, I think I’ll write her a letter she’ll never receive again.<\/p>\n
Dear Ssasha-Hsien:<\/p>\n
\tIt’s me again! I miss you! Things have taken a turn for the worst. I’m trying to save our people, I’m trying to save you, but I’m doing some less than moral things. I don’t know if you would be proud, mother. If you saw me now you might not like what you see, and that is what kills me inside. I always wonder what you would do in my situation. You would probably find the courage to do what was right and still succeed in your quests, but as much as I want to be, I’m not you. I’m not as amazing as you. <\/p>\n
\tIn happier-ish news, I’ve obtained three sisters! I didn’t know that was a thing that could happen, but they liked to call me sister, so I guess we are! I didn’t get to be around them much, but we Lamia have to stick together, yeah? Once this is all said and done, maybe I’ll get them to come visit Ssassh’aatthhhss.<\/p>\n
\tI’m always striving to be like you. Striving to make you proud. I know I’ve always been a bumbling screw up, but one day I’ll be as lovely, talented and strong as you! Just you watch!<\/p>\n
Love your daughter:
\nPirate-Songstress Shai-Hsien<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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